The Darkness and the Hope – Kendall W.

This trip has been as wonderful, eye opening, life changing, and amazing as ever. It never ceases to surprise me and show me a different side to life that I didn’t expect. I had more meaningful conversations with the kids that I hadn’t in previous trips and I heard stories of heartbreak, abandonment, and reunion. These kids have been through so much in their lives and are labeled as special needs, or type 8, on top of it all. It just isn’t fair.

There is one story that captures the idea of unfairness perfectly. About halfway though the week, Galina told us that we would be getting a new girl named Nadya. We had a very long, emotional talk with our kids about welcoming a new family member and how you need to embrace them with open arms. The first day she arrived everyone was very helpful. Vlada helped make her bed with new sheets and Alyona even gave up her bed and slept on the couch so Nadya would get a good night sleep. She was very smiley and happy that first day.

Nadya (in orange) being carried by her new friend Alyona on her first day in the orphanage

The next morning, a huge change had come over Nadya. She was holding back tears at meals and was very reserved. We asked her what was wrong and she didn’t want to talk at first. She wasn’t eating and said she didn’t like any of the food. When we asked her again about why she was sad, she told us that she lived with her family up until the day before. She has no idea why she was taken away from them. Everything seemed fine to her. Her brother was sent to another orphanage away from her and she was just torn from her family. Nadya doesn’t know how she ended up in Slobodskoy.

Imagine that this happened to you. At the age of 12, you are taken away from your mom, dad, and brother and tossed into an orphanage. There is no explanation for why you had to leave. You are just thrown into a new home and know no one there. This story just breaks my heart. I have no idea what I would do in this situation. I think the only thing that would get me through would be God and my faith.

This should be a wake-up call to all of us. People like Nadya need our support and encouragement to see hope in times of darkness. Our Easter service tonight in our hotel really showed that to me. God has called me to help these orphans through their troubled times and share their stories with other people who may be able to help. Letters are treasured and I can’t even remember how many kids have come up to me showing me the letters they have received. It means so much to them and I think they really take what we say to heart. We need to help provide confidence in the future for these kids. Jesus died on the cross and rose again in a time of darkness. We can help the kids see that even though times may be tough, there is still potential in every one of them.

This trip really opened my eyes to some of the despair that these kids have in their lives. But even with all of the tragedy they have experienced, they still have hope. I hope that you will join me and help give some optimism to my extended family in Slobodskoy.

Kendall and Nadya

5 thoughts on “The Darkness and the Hope – Kendall W.

  1. I cannot imagine the despair of a child who’s parents simply abandoned her. Thank you for caring and for sharing the story. Wishing you joy on this day of Resurrection.

  2. Thank you so much for sharing, Kendall. We are praying for your safe journey home tocay.

    Yours in Christ,


  3. Kendalll – I just typed a comment to you but I think it disappeared . So, I’ll say again what a beautiful, compassionate and meaningful blog you wrote today!! I am so proud of your perceptions of the inequities of this world, and your desire to help try to make those improve or go away. I know that Nadya’s life is already better because of you!

    Safe travels to you all. With love, Grantan

  4. Kendall, it’s so sad that Nadya (and too many others) have had to endure these kinds of experiences that most of us have never even had to consider. Still, I’m glad she arrived this week so that you could welcome her and help prepare the others to make her transition as easy as possible. I can only imagine the impact that you travelers of your generation, whether returning veterans or first-timers, will have on the lives of these children – and of many others that you may never even meet.

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